travelling achievements

going to Leeds was such a wonderful experience, I had entered a competition with a view well nothing ventured nothing gained. The competition was with flymanx2.com, and I was thrilled to get awarded two Manx gold seats. and VIP treatment.
I had the opportunity to choose between 5 destinations. So leaving the choice with my daughter, her choice was Leeds!
We booked it for the weekend of 5th november my daughter was on holiday.
We were greeted at the airport lounge by lovely Ann Hartley.
Where we ate some breakfast and had a hot chocolate before being taken on the plane by bus, with Ann, I had asked could I sit on the cockpitand have my photograph taken, which was arranged with out complication. It has always been one of my wishes since childhood to sit in the cockpit of a plane.
Now I can say it felt fantastic!
Ann took some pics of myself and my daughter.
The weekend was so lovely although I felt quite overwhelmed by the amount of people in the city. We did have a lovely time. The Sunday was wonderful and relaxed.
The next day was time to go home again we sat in the lounge and enjoyed V I P treatment. We were looked after so very well.
I would reccomend Manx2 to anybody going to Leeds. Although small planes they are comfortable and the staff are really friendly.
I have a panic disorder and not once did I feel anxious. I love flying but going on this journey has made me wish they had more people like that to take care of me when I fly.
Thank you again FlyManx2.
(C)

to add to what I want….

I am going to be writing a lot of spiritual experiences as much as My condition will allow. If I am ill then I will handwrite then put it up here.
if you would like to share any angelic experiences with me that we have both encountered together.
I will not be sharing any deeply personal experiences unless given permission.
I feel that those out there who would like to know more would feel blessed to know how priveleged that I have this gift.
Love and light always

being between a rock n hard place

I have been doing some long hard thinking recently.
So much has gone on this year, illness in january, making a start in communication with my son at last.
Finding out I had to have major surgery in february and then having to go to accident and emergency and being kept in for that surgery.
Having to view what life was presenting to me. Knowing that if I didn’t take care of me who would?
I had and still having to realise my priorities, putting myself first is really difficult. I have always thought of others before myself.
My children have come first all of my life and always will do. Yet unless I start to care for myself how can I do the things I would love to do? Like travel and go to different parts of the world. How can I build my confidence to be in front of an audience? I have seen how I can do this and how I would be able to bring comfort to those I can.
I will also offer the opportunity to give comfort and love reciprocated when those have passed before have a chance to say how they feel.
The past 6 weeks have been life and spiritually affirming.
To be relaxed in my own gift has brought me much more than I ever thought possible.
It is truly becoming so strong in clarification. I am astounded myself. I am now looking forward to doing my first public charity work in my home town.
Even though I have a saddened heart that my son and daughter will not be with me it will be so good to branch out this way.
I can spread my wings and be more confident. It will help me understand and come to accept that even if I have panic attacks I can still work, with spirit.
- am stil strong and calming influence on others.
I feel continuing along the right path helps me understand how much I can help others.
I am not going to be the person I was but now to be the person I am.
I still get concerned about my grown children, but now I need to realise that giving them space is also what they need.
I may not always be around to offer the support they believe I can always give.
By looking after myself I always know that I will be there as much as I can.
Written over april, may and june.
(C) dees inspirations

i said i would write…. so here is my letter …

I have chosen a topic I know I am good at, writing letters for others and writing letters to others.
This is a letter I am writing to you out there in cyber land….
Hi well I have a plan to put a book together and in order to get motivated I thought I would write you to give me some idea of what it looks like. I need to get some research on the go…. I need to look at what other authors have put letters together in a book form.
I know abraham lincoln wrote a few… There are many papers from history books that were documented but mostly diaries and journals. For which I too could share my own history.
I am finding out more about letting go of my past. This gives me great liberation, the ability to move past other smaller and insignificant obstructions in my way. To know me is to be my trusted and close friend… To understand me is to have known in all my raw state of being.. To connect with me soul fully is to be allowed into my deepest part of my armour….
Most of all to be in life I feel so gifted… That I have people who remain. . . .
I get strength from all who are with me in my life, from support and encouragement in everything I do.
By sharing my thoughts I find that I release a lot of my intentions… But this means I am letting go of some thoughts I detain, which is great for the soul loves to learn and so refills itself with more intentions, for mind, heart and soul to learn from.
We all go through so much and each time there is a struggle,it is to learn how to cope, to move through it instead of avoiding an issue.
We can then take that lesson and help somebody who has been presented to us, with similar circumstances, this is where we get the opportunity to impart our wisdom, our experience in order to aid that person who truly needs our help. We as people sometimes forget our souls have been given lessons to learn, lessons to teach and also lessons of wisdom to encourage.
We need to understand how LOVE plays a dramatic part in keeping the soul secure. Love is so very important to send out to those who are extremely in a state of flux, these souls sometimes have no direction, and become troublesome and angry, this is where guidance is needed.
This guidance is not always taken lightly by the soul in torment. With this in mind we have to be calm and allow that soul to return to the guide in their own time.
I know this ‘letter’ seems like a rambling, but that is what I do best. I ramble in order to make sense of what we sometimes miss.
I hope this short but loving ‘ramble’ is enjoyed and taken with the love it is given.
I will write again in a little while.
Love and light
Denise

just a quick mention….

just to let you know that I have another blog on blogspot and will add some of my post to this blog from time to time but as of today will begin writing more……

happy new year

well its the fourth day into the new year….
I have decided not to make any resolutions… Instead I am going to make a bucket list of all the things I want to experience.
There are some I can share but others I know I will add as the months and years pass.
My first and foremost is to begin to write more and share an article every month on my website,Dees Inspirations and on here.
To pick up my writing skills, and share my passion with every one out there.
I also want to experience an sunrise and sunset in another country within the same 24 hours.
Have an amazing conversations with empowered women.
To know true love one more time before passing to the world of spirit.
Have a ride in a helicopter over the city of New York!
Have a most amazing night at the opera, drink cocktails in the Plaza!
Spend all day in the New york city library!!!!
Enjoy laughter from deep inside my soul till my jaws ache.
Be in the presence of sheer excellence.
There is so much more I could share but for January this is enough.
I hope to have experienced at least half of the above by July of this year.
I promise to keep you all informed.
Love and light always
(C) deesinspirations

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Dont ever take it for granted….

The past couple of months, well in fact the whole year has been one that I have not taken for sure.. or for granted … Our time here on earth is precious and although there are circumstances outside my control I would also like to believe I have my angels and God to turn to in times of great trauma.

This year my faith in him has grown and each time he has been there to calm me down through meditation and prayer.

There is not a day that goes by that I dont pray and thank god for my children and those closest to me and of course my grandson Rhys who is like watching my son grow all over again!!!!

The past weeks have been filled with news from my grandson’s godmother being taken into hospital at a young age and has now only just been allowed out for christmas what an amazing gift!

I also found out on Friday that another young soul went back home… far too young at 27 her fight must have been too strong to stay here on the earth plane and she needed to be with her other spirit family.

I become quite human at this, my daugther is only 25 and I could not imagine the pain and anguish going through the mother of this young lady and how she will be in totall shock at loosing her baby. I have realised that I will not take the women in my life in any way or form for granted that they will always be there around me and the same for the men in my life too. I have lost too many men who I have loved so much.

So at this time of year when families normally get together or what ever your tradition is for christmas please give those you are with a huge hug bring them close to your heart and tell them very loudly that you love them with all your heart….

Enjoy only the company of those who make you laugh till your cheeks ache and love you till you tear up with joy!

Remember those who  have passed before us with JOY as well as sadness because they are at peace and still with us only not in a physical sense.

Don’t ever take it for granted….. that you are always going to have the chance to say

I LOVE YOU…..

love and light always

Dee (C)

coming up to christmas

This time of year sometimes brings excitment and joy but leading up to the memorable christmas Eve and christmas Day in my personal experience and from those I talk with regularly it brings an immense sense of forboding stress and sadness….
It enlarges our look at life the past year… It enhances the emotions we have suppressed the whole year… And what ever turmoil or pain we experienced seems to become a gigantic ache in the soul!
I can honestly say this year has been one I will gladly say good bye to. – not that all of it has been traumatic, I have been shown the light in others in more ways than one. This has been a huge blessing… For which I will be eternally grateful.
The way I am dealing with stress and those who are stress filled around me is by giving myself 10 minutes of quietness.
If I have been rushing round ( not that I can) and had lots of noise to deal with, I do my utmost to spend ten minutes in the quietness of my kitchen this is my haven, I get the newspaper and just flick through the pages. Or jus sit close my eyes and connect with the peace! Although it may seem a bit simple it works for me.
I know that many of you will be going through your first christmas of;
Being with out your girlfriend or boyfriend…
Being without your family member because they are serving in the forces ….
Being without a family member as they past away this year…. ( One of the hardest I feel)
Being alone on christmas day is one day that can really make or break a person….
I would love to send my love and light to all those who have a sadness in their soul.
Remember too, those who know somebody to be on their own this christmas send your prayers and love strongly and with determination that God and all the angels will protect and guide them onward past christmas and hope that they are safe.

Love and light always (c)

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goin through the motions

When you have been through a traumatic experience, there are so many different ways we can deal with this.
Our body can go into shock, and the adrenal glands can go onto auto pilot.
Our emotional state becomes too much, we function on auto-pilot, but a slight noise sounds deafening this makes us jump. Little things begin to iritate,somebody leaving dishes on a counter top, when you have jus finished clenaing the kitchen, no towel in the bathroom when you have just washed your hands. The telephone ringing and nobody gets up to answer it, while you are in the kitchen doin something.

When you think your day is goin okay, you have an ‘interuption’ a flashback this potentially throws you into dissaray!

Instead of fighting this feeling try to let it pass. It may only last for a couple of minutes or a few seconds, try your best to keep as calm as possible.
I have had a few traumas one very recently,it has made me come to accept there is nobody that can understand what you yourself has experienced unless they have been there with you.
I have now realised, you loose trust in people,in order to survive more faith, hope and trust may need to be built more than ever.
There is so many difficult desicions to make.
I am now in a semi good place….
Its been 13 weeks since my trauma and I feel slightly more in control of the situation.
I still have flash backs but still have memory loss. I still experience panic attacks that are triggered by a particular vehicle, not as much as before.
I know given time this will subside, yet I have to take this very slowly by trying to deny my feeling of anxiety only makes matters more difficult.
I want to be at a stage in my life where I can safely say anything and everything I have experienced, negative and positive.
I want to have a witness to my life, I do not have a companion, but knowing I can write is my companion of choice.
It is now this choice I have to consider.
What do I share with my words?
What do I share with those who enjoy reading?
These are my two main and most important subject questions. So may be I could answer each one as a blog subject.
Love and light

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knowing what to share and why …

I have found recently that my writing is slightly stunted, only because I feel I need to watch how I publicise myself where others are concerned.
I want to air my feelings on certain subjects but have to be careful not to bring in others out of respect, for myself really than for them.
I know if I am mindful of others they too will be mindful of me.Well at least I would hope so.
My spiritual gift is so boundless, and so wide right now that it still astounds me! I thank my spirit guides and my wonderful anglelic presences for what they have shown me.
My spiritual awareness gives me so much more than I have ever realised possible.
As it gives to me my faith, my self worth, and my God given gift to continue to share with those who come to me.
I am giving of myself through a channel of service.
I am honoured that each person who visits me comes with an open heart and soul, sharing with me their spirit family their heritage and memories.
For this I am truly humbled.
Every spiritual medium works totally uniquely and offers their own imprint on the way in which spirit conveys their message.
I hope that my imprint is as each client would see their loved ones still to be.
One conversation I do hold in my head is this: give the message as it is. It may not make a blind bit of sense to you but your sitter will know and understand.
The message given is so important.
So you see my question is partially answered what words do I share?
My words about my experience as a spiritual medium I will share… I will put them down in a manuscript form and develop these experiences into a book, for those who would like to be a ‘witness’ to my life, as a spiritual medium.

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